dear 16 year old me,

Dear 16 year old me,

   Be what you wanna be.Follow your passion.Don't care what others think about you.Work hard and you will succeed.You can get what you want.Score good in exams and you will be settled.True love wins.You can get anybody love you through law of attraction.You will one day find one gentleman,fall in love and get married.You will get that job in one go.you will live happily ever after. These are your goals/expectations in life right?
   
    I wish i could tell you that these aren't simple. I wish i could stop you from expecting all these. I wish i could say"these are lies" before you could grow up and say "my life was a lie".I am not discouraging you.I am just helping you stop expecting because always, expectations need not meet reality.Life is a adventure.you can't predict what happens next.
   
 There will be times where no one understands.You might have discovered your passion but you will have to loose something/someone valuable to follow it.You might have stayed up all night for a particular work but received nothing in return.Scored well in exams but failed to understand what you actually want.About true love,the truth is,it really hurts.You can't make anyone you love ,love you back unless its meant to be.Gentleman! your so called gentleman is going to cheat you.Lie on face.Betray you because you gave your gentlemen so much of yourself that they tend to misuse and take advantage of all that they have got (human tendency right?). There will be days,where you cant sleep,sobbing all night and there will be days,where you will sleep the whole day because you are not ready to face the world.there will be days where you feel numb.The truth about the real soulmate is,he comes when you stopped believing in love.The job you wanted and got will make you run like cycle wheels.You will wanna stop and figure out your life but the pressure over head wont let you to.Honey,"happily ever after"is a myth!
 
 I know i scared you but you know what? Life will be happy if you accept the realities.If you discover the actual you and love yourself for what you are.If you don't really care what others think about you.If you are in pain and believe that its just a lesson.If you understand that every thing happened to you is a lesson.If you make yourself the first priority.If you believe that you can't please everyone but you can contribute to anyone's happiness.If you believe in karma.If you patiently wait for your time.
Honey,Universe has got your back!

SUICIDE. .

Yeah!  let me guess .............Life is being cruel to you?Being bullied? Your beloved walked away like you meant nothing? No one loves you? You are not getting that particular attention? You got rejected ?You got cheated? You didn't get a opportunity? You are not able to forget whats not yours? You feel incomplete? Unable to pay away the debts? Cant handle the commitments ?You feel that you are ugly?Or life is just so complicated?
                    Yeah! I know its not as simple as it sounds.I know you had to go through that real struggle.I know you feel like quitting.I know its hard to handle.I am not calling you weak,but i hate to sugar coat it for you.The brutal truth is, life is a battle.You die in the war,flowers on your funeral is all that you get.if You fight in the war till the end,you get crowned!
  you know what? after you die,there would be hundred  follow requests in your instagram account.Endless post on your facebook timeline saying RIP or how much you meant to someone(but that person would have not even bothered to check if you are fine).and obviously lot of cryings(lot more than you think).Few would feel sad for you .Few will curse the world for killing you and eventually you are forgotten.But tell me,at the end of your end,is that all you wanted?
NO! right? now rise up.how long will you be the slave of fear?how long will you wear that mask and walk around?how long will you compromise?how long will you believe that you cant achieve it?don't you forget that you are what you choose to be.REBEL. REACT.let the world know that you are not ready to compromise for something any lesser than what you actually want or deserve.burn!yeah burn that fear down.work hard.work smart.know yourself.Show  yourself that you are way better than what you wanted to be.Start now.You gave up lot of things already right? Why don't you give up quitting now?Honestly,there is lot more to come(even more than you can ever imagine).It didn't work now?well,congratulations!Best is yet to come!Know your worth.Rise up now.

you complete you

 I know.I understand. I know its difficult for you to push off the blankets and rise up every morning,because the person you used to wake up for, is gone.I know there are days where you would just crawl up to the corner of your room,shrink yourself in your arms and get drenched with tears.I know there are days where people whisper behind your back "her boyfriend cheated her" or "she was too easy "and more over their fake sympathy dripping over you .I know,there are days where you pretended to be happy and tried to dust off your pain but those memories would slit your throat and make it difficult for you to breathe .I know.I understand.

      But honey,pause!breathe! its your life .Do you want that cheap brat who lied,cheated and betrayed you,in your life again ? I expect a obvious no! So if this doesn't work out,congratulations ! you are in your path for something better. You did not get a chance to settle down for something lesser than you deserve . ENOUGH .Do not  waste your tears anymore.now get up. Do things which you thought you could never do.Paint.Dance.Jump.Sing.Enjoy.Look at the mirror,don't you see a beautiful human there?Look how strong you have become.Come on!time to clean up the mess.Cherish who you are.Dream about the person who you wanted to be.Trust me, when you work for a better you,you practically distract yourself from those hopeless memories and wishing for a time machine.Run around.Search for those pieces of yourself,which you lost in pleasing someone.Put them back and feel the complete you.You are more than enough for yourself .You don't need a man to complete you.